johndoe's realm

                            

music is life.... life has different music.... if it continues to play then there is life... rock is a lifestyle.... different music different ways to live.... your music relates your identity.... be your own music be yourself..... move on and fight for what is right. life is like a roller coaster ride.... life is like a piece of music.... its like a guitar scale..... its randomly plotted yet the sound it plays is something awesome..... play fair and let the music take your soul..... live and let live.... music is my life....... ROCK ON......


HIDDEN MITSURUGI

Trying to let go of my own fantasy
Face the daylight of reality
Burning from within was monstrousity
If breaking it lose to have my own melody
Holding it back will it be good
Or just being a hard headed punk that never understood
Calling me names will never erase
As I pray to the Lord appealing my case
Seeking for grace in the midst of the maze
Yet hope never fades in finding the light
For friends to console everything is alright
The katana i'm holding for decades of fury
Unleash the power of hidden mitsurugi
Remote my own mind of what dwells within
Follow the voice of my heart's beat'n
Packing the dojo for all of you loco
Drinking tequiala in front of your poto
Spending deniro from here to morroco
Yeiling verse, as if chanting a curse
But all was despair, life's never fair
You stop giving the stare
The truth is you never care
Shinoda's the game
But Himora's the name
Cutting it lose
And now I'm confuse
Of what to believe
For a lie was once I've been decieved
Expecting for something
Awaking for nothing
As I end my opera drained up my aura
Shivering in hate but never too late
Start all over again and let the game begin.....




 



SCARS OF YESTERDAY

For years I've been hiding this
A secret that gives me stress
Painful it may seem to be
And words can't express what you mean to me
Begging from above to put it away
Waiting for answer why does it stay
Part of me wanted to let go
Knowing its the right thing to do
The fear of you coming back again
In times where I'm starting to begin
And end up hallow and alone
Waiting in line like a stone
How much do you care?
YOu tell me
Do you think it is fair?
YOu tell me
Come on to center stage with me
And tell me like harrem says honestly

I've been down several times now don't you know
And I don't wanna be devastated again like joe
A friend who was nowhere to be found
Who's hatred knows no bound
Don't you ever wonder why I act this way
Or just a pretender like nothing ever happen everyday
Am i the stupid joke here
Of spit'n the words to y'all in dispair
Now you are around, tomorrows headline you are gone
Do i deserve this sh*t, what have i done
Will you give me a head's up of what to believe in
Peeelease help me stop my heart beat'n
A notion of what ground should i stand
Your wish will still be my command
Just say the words of what is real
To get me out of this imaginary drill..........